~May Your Light Shine :D~

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Its been ages since I blogged. I lack the motivation to write anything down. My life has been pretty monotonous, readings and assignments. Im having a headache and trying really hard to fight off fatigue without success. It must be the flu bug. My body is working overtime to prevent me from falling sick. Doesn’t help that my mind is constantly occupied, even when im asleep.

I need rest. A real good one. I really do not know why I just can’t seem to settle down. It feels as though something is lurking at the back of my mind. Maybe its because my brain is always debating over what I should do. Should I blog or should I sleep? Should I sleep or should I watch something? Should I give my 2 cents worth of advice or should I just shut up?

You may think that coming to Australia, my mind has been brainwashed. The names God, Jesus or Holy Spirit appear in almost every conversation I have. My friends probably think I’ve become some fanatic.

I’m not sure what has come over me lately. Perhaps I have been over zealous cuz its Missions Month. Or maybe its because it has come to my realization that I have wasted too much time in the past not telling people what a wonderful God He is.

But I think what im doing is wrong. I have been too anxious telling people what the bible says that I forgot to be a friend to them. I forgot to be patient. I forgot to be loving.

If I have not been sensitive to you, please forgive me. Please understand that all I am trying to do is to point you to the answer and solution to all your questions and problems. Most importantly, I am concerned not just about your welfare, but your very life itself.

Lydea blogged at 11:02 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...