~May Your Light Shine :D~

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Was looking out for you amidst the throngs of people
So many unfamiliar faces and acquaintances
But I never got a glimpse of you
I went with the hope of seeing you once again
Only to be sorely disappointed
From the very first time I saw you
You caught my eye
However I have yet to know your name
Neither have I spoken to you
The number of times I have seen you
Can be counted using just one hand
Some may call this a senseless infatuation
I too have no idea why I am so attracted to you
Perhaps its because I have never fallen in love before
That I get caught up in all these silly antics
Am I being too picky?
I really don't think so
Since I never had a choice to make
When I see my friends breaking hearts or having their own broken
I wonder at the meaning of it all
Maybe its a bed of roses, and maybe it will hurt
But all I am asking for is one chance to know how it feels

Please, please do not ask me who the guy is. Its just a generic poem (if that is what you can call it) about my non-existent love life. Most of my friends are attached or have been attached at least once. Hearing them talk about it sometimes make me thank God I am not in a relationship, but at times I really feel like a loser, having never even gone on a date! Really embarrassing but I am saying this not because I am desperate. I just want to ask my dearest friends, that if they found that special person, to treasure him/her, as not everyone has the 福气 to find someone they are mutually attracted to. BUT! Someone once told me that all good things are worth waiting for. So I guess I have to learn to be patient (like how I am waiting for NCSS to let me know whether I am getting a scholarship or not). Meanwhile my new year resolution would be to exercise more! Haha, I can be a real couch potato if I am not careful. I am glad I started the new year with some exercise, even though I was panting and feeling dizzy at the end of it. However, I must and I will perservere to increase my fitness level. Val, you too k! Gambate~

Lydea blogged at 12:43 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...