As promised, this is one of the songs that speak to me...
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My life I give to You, O Lord.
Use me, I pray.
May I glorify Your precious name, in all I do and say.
Let me trust You in the valley dark
As well as in the light,
Knowing You will always lead me;
Your will is always right!
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I know God makes no mistakes.
He leads in ev’ry path I take
Along the way that’s leading me to Home.
Though at times my heart would break,
There’s a purpose in ev’ry change He makes:
That others would see my life
And know that God makes no mistakes.
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And when someday in Heav’n above
I see His dear face,
May I then be counted faithful
As a runner in this race.
But now I’m trusting in the Savior
To show me the way.
In His righteousness He guides me,
As I seek to please Him day by day.
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I know God makes no mistakes.
He leads in ev’ry path I take
Along the way that’s leading me to Home.
Though at times my heart would break,
There’s a purpose in ev’ry change He makes:
That others would see my life and know that God...
Our God makes no mistakes.
I know....
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When I did not get into the medical faculty, I kept asking God why did He let me dream of becoming a doctor for 5 years only to have the dream snatched away before my very eyes? What happened left me groping in the dark for many months, trying to find direction in my life again. I was like an infant, learning how to walk, falling many times in the process. It was truly the lowest point of my life. However this song reminds me that even when my life seems to be crashing down on me, God does not make a mistake. It was not a mistake that I yearned to become a doctor. Neither was it a mistake that I did not make the cut even when everyone around me thought so. Why? That is because God is in control. Not me. And it is only in doing God's will that one can find true satisfaction, even if it was not what you originally wanted. I believe God meant for whatever to happen, to remind me that I am not in charge of my life, and that I need Him. For the past 19 years, I have been self sufficient. Although my dad has been constantly reminding me, that I can't but God can, God has always taken a backseat in my life. But what happened last year, made me realized that I am nothing without Him, and I would love for God to use me for His glory, that someday people will see me and know that He makes no mistakes.