~May Your Light Shine :D~

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Today, me and val were headed down to nsrcc, only to find that the place was under renovation. By the time we found our way to the pool, it was still being cleaned and before we knew it, it started to rain. Thus, we decided to take a bath and go shopping. However, when we came out, we realised the shuttle bus just left and the next bus would only come 2 hours later. So we called a taxi, but thankfully, a taxi drove in (the place is very out of the way, you can't simply walk out to take a cab or bus) so we did not have to pay for the extra booking fee. All in all, my dearest friend was feeling pretty lousy and as she does not have the mood to blog this down, I am doing the honours.

To be honest, I was not upset over what happened. Even though it did seem like a waste of time and money taking the mrt to Tanah Merah and later having to pay for the cab. I guess I am no longer so money minded as I used to be. Last time, I was very particular as to how I spend my money. Perhaps it is because I have more spending power now, but I just quit my job so it shouldn't be that. Then, I thought again and felt maybe now I do not see the need to hoard my money, as it is only temporal. No matter how much money you have in a bank, you cannot bring it up to heaven with you when you die. And up there, you have no need for those paper, as even the roads are paved with gold.

Anyway, in the evening, I had an insightful bible study with jean and my mom. Pondered upon some pertinent questions that I probably will only know the answers when I meet God and ask Him myself. Sorry jean if I planted those disturbing thoughts, hope you have a good night sleep tonight.

One thing I have learnt is that we should not be afraid to doubt God and ask questions. Because once we find the answers to those questions, our faith is reaffirmed and strengthened. Thru asking for His wisdom, we know more about Him and love Him more. So fellow brothers and sisters in Christ, should your have a question, do not hesitate to ask your pastor or an older brother and sister in Christ, for 'ask and it shall be given, seek and ye shall find'.

Lydea blogged at 12:44 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...