~May Your Light Shine :D~

Friday, May 27, 2005

The weather is real hot today. I was drenched with sweat as I walked to work today. It has been a rough week but no worries, I am feeling much better now. NHG is offering to sponsor my nursing degree starting next year at NUS. Although I will be a year older than most of my course mates then, I hope I will be wiser and more experienced as I take the year to do some overseas volunteer work. I haven't agreed yet, but at least this gives me more time to think. My first step now would be to appeal for Medicine. It'll be such a pity if I gave up without a fight after going through the whole agonizing process. And somehow, I wished someone would tell me they made a mistake and my name is supposed to be on the list. But i am not gonna deceive myself.

I am actually considering taking Social work/psychology, if I cannot help them as a doctor, maybe I can help others as a medical social worker. Emailed NCSS about a scholarship, wonder if they would be able to offer me one at such late notice. Do not misunderstand. This is not a thought in desperation. It actually crossed my mind last year to be social worker. However, I do not really want to be in the same profession as my dad. But if that is what the Lord wants, no matter what happens, I will still land up there.

I am feeling much better these 2 days. Am heading to Kota Tinggi, JB, this weekend for a holiday. Hope there is a beach! Then I can wear my bikini to tan and swim! And pray hard my period doesn't come like it did the last time. It is late but I hope it'll hold out till I come back. Else it will really spoil my holiday. Guys, see, this is just one of the many problems we women face just so that the human race will not become extinct due to lack of procreational facilities.

To everyone who was worried for me, I think I was just overwhelmed the past week. With so many decisions and so little time, my mind just could not take it. But I am more upbeat now and hopefully God will tell me His plan for me during the holidays. Meanwhile, hope your have a fruitful weekend ahead! I will be back on Monday!

Lydea blogged at 6:31 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...