Sunday, May 22, 2005
its times like this where i really wish i could hide myself somewhere and wish i wasnt born...
im so tired... i wish someone would tell me what i should do...
my parents are at a loss also as to what to do and i know no one except God can help me now...
i refuse to cry because i know i tried my best but sometimes trying your best doesn't get you what you want...
i ask myself in what way am i inferior to those who got into medicine. how come i wasn't selected? i want to know why although i will probably never know...
God, I know You are there. What do You want to say to me? What is it that You want to show me?
Open my eyes, that I may see You.
Open my ears, that I may hear You.
So I can do what You want me to do...
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
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