~May Your Light Shine :D~

Monday, May 23, 2005

When I look back, I see that God has been very good to me. I constantly improved my grades and got into the school I want. Although there were instances when things did not go my way like when I couldn't get into Dunman High or into the choir committee in jc, I can see the good that came out of it.

If I had not went to Anglican High or Victoria Junior College, I would not have formed so many lasting, beautiful friendships and without these friendships I will surely be an emotional wreck.

I want to thank all my friends who are standing by me during this period. Knowing you care has truly touched my heart and definitely lessened the pain and disappointment. Here, I would like to ask for your forgiveness if...

I let you down (I know some hoped I could get into NUS medicine so I will not leave Singapore)

I made you worry

I am stoning out more often than usual

I do not seem interested in your affairs

My smile doesn't seem to reach my eyes

Tears roll down my cheeks

My congratulations doesn't seem heartfelt because I am not perfect and I admit that I find it hard to be happy for another person when I am down

But I promise you, that with God's help, time and understanding, I will be able to tide thru this period of uncertainty and gloom. I know that God has a plan for me (Romans 8:28 - And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose) and may His will be done. I hope that soon I will be able to sing "It is well with my soul" with real peace and thanksgiving in my heart.

Lydea blogged at 11:37 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...